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ME/CFS Attitude – What Others Say

9/22/2020

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When you’re struggling with ME/CFS, it can be a daily challenge to keep your own negative attitudes in check.  It’s all too easy to fall into the trap of wasting precious energy grinding about the things you can’t do, the thoughts you can’t keep straight and the important people in your life for whom you can’t be present.
 
It becomes even more challenging when you have to deal with the negative attitudes and insensitive comments of others.  One group says ‘you look OK to me’.  Then there are the ‘doubters’ who look at you as if you’re either physically lazy or mentally weak.  And then you face the curious crowd who seem interested in your illness only to the extent that they want to tell you about themselves or their sick friend.  It’s hard to know what to say without being irritated (only to confirm their assessment of your mental weakness) or rude which can alienate people whom you otherwise value in your life.
 
Fortunately for most, there are a few steadfast supporters, family members or friends, who get it and want to support your path back to health in whatever way they can.  And even these caring people can say the most insensitive things at times.  When I heard these comments, I donned my writer’s thick skin which I acquired as the result of many tough critiques.

 
What do you say when people make insensitive comments?  Do you react at all?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!
 
Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.
Be Well Again,
Martha


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ME/CFS Attitude – Highs and Lows

2/4/2020

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Like most people, post the holiday rush and glitz, I’m feeling the let down.  Maybe it’s the juxtaposition of so much busyness followed by so much quiet.  When I was struggling with ME/CFS, the contrast was starker.  Other people went back to their normal, active lives and I went back to my forced slow recovery pace.  It was a tough reality to accept.
 
Handling your ME/CFS attitude is key to finding a path back to wellness.  It’s hard to keep yourself up and motivated when you compare yourself to the others around you.  And in addition to the physical illness which you are struggling to understand and heal, you have to deal with all the negative judgments and assumptions made about you by others.  And don’t forget how harsh and judgmental we can be on ourselves which is completely counter productive.
 
The only attitude we have control over is our own.  So cut yourself some serious slack and jettison the self recrimination.  And decide to ignore everyone else’s judgments.  It’s a waste of precious energy fretting about it.  Focus on what you CAN do to heal and recover.  And let all the rest of that negative fodder go.

 
How do you screen out the negative attitudes of others?  Of your self?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again,
Martha


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ME/CFS Perception – The Crazy Stigma

10/15/2019

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Over the weekend I was talking with someone about how people change when they go through a personal struggle that challenges them to their core.  By comparison, other difficulties in everyday life are less stressful and seem easier to handle.  And of course, I began to think about my ME/CFS days and how much I have changed – maybe even gained – in my more robust ability to weather the tribulations of a healthy life.
 
This person didn’t know me when I was sick and I was about to mention my ME/CFS struggle but I hesitated.  The stigma of ‘mental weakness’ or crazy has always been attached to ME/CFS.  Whenever I had told someone that I was once sick with ME/CFS, I would see that association flash across their face.  Suddenly, even though they had only seen me healthy, I was dropped down a few notches in their estimation.  I became less then whole.  Damaged with the potential to be weak or needy.  Maybe even a burden.  So, I hesitated.
 
Then I thickened my skin and plunged forward, knowing that the more we talk about ME/CFS, and the more we engage with the main stream, the better the odds of getting to the answers for this cruel disease.  And as I voiced that I had once been bedridden with ME/CFS, the response was OK.  Better than I expected but it was still tinged with a bit of stigma.  And it renewed my determination to be part of the conversation because so many of those who are struggling with ME/CFS frequently disappear from view.

 
Are you getting the crazy stigma when you talk about ME/CFS?   How are you dealing with it?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again,
Martha


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ME/CFS Humor – Sometimes It Helps

1/22/2019

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Over the years I’ve been able to develop a thick skin when it comes to hurtful comments from others about my struggle with ME/CFS.  Dismissiveness or even subtle innuendoes suggesting that my illness was a mental health problem are a reality and I’ve come to deal with them as part of the package of ME/CFS.  But recently, someone whom I thought ‘got it’, belittled my illness with a wave of her hand referring to it as a brief bout with severe depression so just get over it.  REALLY!?!
 
I’ve now got Seth and Amy of SNL zinging their Weekend Update one liners across the video of my mind.  Saying that ME/CFS sufferers are only severely depressed is like saying that ulcers can be cured by thinking pretty thoughts.  REALLY!?!  If ME/CFS patients are mental health cases then MS is a lifestyle choice.  REALLY!?!  If you think that Prozac is the cure for ME/CFS, then I’ve got a bottle of snake oil that will cure your condescending attitude.  REALLY!?!

 
Sometimes humor is the best medicine.  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!
 
Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.
Be Well Again,
Martha

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ME/CFS Perspective – Your Consent

11/13/2018

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I’ve been lucky to have many teachers and mentors in my life.  They’ve come from traditional as well as nontraditional paths.  One of my favorites is Eleanor Roosevelt.  Recently, I overheard a parent dumping a load of verbal judgment on his child and I started thinking about her famous quote, “No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”  And I was remembering how hard it was when I was struggling with ME/CFS, to ignore the judgmental comments I received about my ‘weakness’.  That somehow I was at fault for being sick - I was choosing to be sick.  And that the reason for my continued illness was a lack of will or just plain laziness.  I remembered how much that hurt being flung at a ‘work till you drop’ Type A personality like me.
 
When I finally understood that the path back to health needed to be a case study of one, it freed me from the burden of the ‘holier than thou’ judgments.  But it took conscious effort to ignore – to not give my consent for others to label me as inferior.
 
Another quote of Eleanor’s helped me through that time as well.  “Do one thing everyday that scares you.”  It took a great deal of courage to let go of so much in order to focus on getting well again.

 
How do you deal with the attitude of those who look at you and see weakness?  Or even laziness?  What are your strategies for withholding your consent?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again,
Martha


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Immune Support – Who Do We Listen To?

5/29/2018

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Most ME/CFS patients would agree that supporting our immune system is key to a successful path back to health.  We recognize that this system is a 24/7 work horse that never rests.  The majority of challenges to our person health that we encounter go undetected by us due to the vigilance and vigor of our efficient immune systems.  And some researchers support the theory that part of the ME/CFS struggle is due to a compromised or ‘on tilt’ immune system.
 
So what should ME/CFS patients do to support our immune systems?  From my perspective, it’s hard to find definitive information unless it’s followed by an ad for the recommended product.  At one extreme are the recognized research groups who won’t commit to anything specific.  At the other extreme are the passionate semi-scientific articles extolling the virtues of a ‘total solution’ product.  ME/CFS patients find it difficult to sift thru all of this when so much is at stake and brain fog is dulling one’s judgments.

Here's a link to an article from Harvard Law School “How to Boost Your Immune System.”  It’s couched but ultimately informative.  And it gets us into the supplement discussion again.


For me, eating healthy food loaded with nutrients and getting REM sleep were the highest priority in my efforts to support my immune system as I was working to defeat CFS.  What are your strategies?  Have you found a combination of things that add up to a healthier immune system?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again, 
Martha

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ME/CFS Irony – Mind Over Matter

5/15/2018

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I did a lot of surfing and exploring of the definition of irony before I would even consider using the word.  As many have experienced, there is a current culture of ‘looking down one’s nose’ at the ignorant use of the term irony - Alanis Morissette a prime example of being taken to task by many.  I have decided that I’ll risk it.  Please feel free to chide me if your take is different.
 
Here’s my perspective.  We live in a culture where people are recognized, honored and even championed when they ignore the physical signals of their bodies and push themselves to the brink of their capacity - to a breaking point in the pursuit of some objective.  It’s lauded as the ultimate achievement of Mind Over Matter.  We see this most dramatically in athletic competitions – the Olympics come to mind - but it also has a formidable presence in the work place, at home and even in personal leisure pursuits.  Ultimately, we are held up to the ‘You Can Do It All’ standard.  And in a lot of situations, we manage to get away with it for a while.
 
Then ME/CFS takes up residence.  I don’t think that it’s a coincidence that some ME/CFS sufferers would label themselves as Type A personalities prior to ME/CFS.  And so when we are challenged with something that threatens us to the core of our physical capacity, what’s the instinctual ‘go to’ solution?  Yes – Push Through It.  Mind Over Matter.  And we are shaken when this not only doesn’t work but it makes ME/CFS worse.  Not to mention the opinions expressed by others who observe and conclude that we’re soft, undisciplined, burnt out or just depressed.

 
So here’s the Dramatic or Tragic Irony.  The solution to personal challenges that has been engrained in us since childhood – Mind Over Matter – is the complete reverse of what is required to get control over ME/CFS and to ultimately recover.  And it is delivered, wrapped in an ugly package of judgment that we’re weak and in some way inferior.  Did I get it right?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again,
Martha


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ME/CFS Attitude – What Others Say

4/17/2018

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When you’re struggling with ME/CFS, it can be a daily challenge to keep your own negative attitudes in check.  It’s all too easy to fall into the trap of wasting precious energy grinding about the things you can’t do, the thoughts you can’t keep straight and the important people in your life for whom you can’t be present.
 
It becomes even more challenging when you have to deal with the negative attitudes and insensitive comments of others.  One group says ‘you look OK to me’.  Then there are the ‘doubters’ who look at you as if you’re either physically lazy or mentally weak.  And then you face the curious crowd who seem interested in your illness only to the extent that they want to tell you about themselves or their sick friend.  It’s hard to know what to say without being irritated (only to confirm their assessment of your mental weakness) or rude which can alienate people whom you otherwise value in your life.
 
Fortunately for most, there are a few steadfast supporters, family members or friends, who get it and want to support your path back to health in whatever way they can.  And even these caring people can say the most insensitive things at times.  When I heard these comments, I donned my writer’s thick skin which I acquired as the result of many tough critiques.

 
What do you say when people make insensitive comments?  Do you react at all?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!
 
Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.
 
Be Well Again,
Martha


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ME/CFS Attitude – Highs and Lows

2/6/2018

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Like most people, post the holiday rush and glitz, I’m feeling the let down.  Maybe it’s the juxtaposition of so much busyness followed by so much quiet.  When I was struggling with ME/CFS, the contrast was starker.  Other people went back to their normal, active lives and I went back to my forced slow recovery pace.  It was a tough reality to accept.
 
Handling your ME/CFS attitude is key to finding a path back to wellness.  It’s hard to keep yourself up and motivated when you compare yourself to the others around you.  And in addition to the physical illness which you are struggling to understand and heal, you have to deal with all the negative judgments and assumptions made about you by others.  And don’t forget how harsh and judgmental we can be on ourselves which is completely counter productive.
 
The only attitude we have control over is our own.  So cut yourself some serious slack and jettison the self recrimination.  And decide to ignore everyone else’s judgments.  It’s a waste of precious energy fretting about it.  Focus on what you CAN do to heal and recover.  And let all the rest of that negative fodder go.

 
How do you screen out the negative attitudes of others?  Of your self?  Please COMMENT on this blog or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again,
Martha


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ME/CFS Common Ground – Not What Divides Us

10/24/2017

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Our political discourse these days seems to have devolved into a contentious ‘Us and Them’ battle.  Anything, no matter how insignificant, that could possibly make the ‘other guys’ look bad becomes fodder for the media to ramp up and exploit for days and weeks.  Meanwhile, nothing is getting done.  No matter what your political view point, this nasty gridlock is frustrating.  I recently read about a ridiculous series of political volleys and it got me thinking about how I sometimes see this same illogic in the ME/CFS medical field.
 
As patients struggling with ME/CFS day after week after month after year, we are always hopeful that a significant new medical or research break through will be the answer that liberates us from this cruel disease.  And I can only imagine how hopeful researchers and medical practitioners can be that they are onto a solution or an effective treatment that will be ‘the silver bullet’.  They can seem just as certain that they have the answer and honestly, sometimes severely critical of other ideas being wrong.  With resources and money scarce in this economy, it can start to sound a bit like our political discourse.  But realistically, we all know that ME/CFS is a waste basket diagnosis.  There are many versions of ME/CFS lumped in together.  They could all be onto the key to different diseases that could be culled out of the waste basket.

 
In the meantime, as patients, we need to focus on our common ground and support each other as we struggle to get well.  Work to understand our own versions of this cruel disease, follow the clues of our patterns and carefully pace, pace and pace.  Have you found any ‘common ground’ strategies to share?  Please COMMENT or Send in your thoughts and I’ll post them with your permission.  You can use the Contact Form or send an email to Martha at DefeatCFS dot net.  And Guest Blogs are most welcome!

Look for a weekly posting on Tuesdays.  And consider being part of the conversation.

Be Well Again,
Martha

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